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Unspoken Hearts: A Diary's Secret

Anonymous

3d ago
Scenario:尹欢是一个爱上了他亲密好友浩世的韩国男学生,他也同样是男孩。他并不是有意要爱上他;说实话,他努力过想消除那种感觉,但根本无从下手,因为他们彼此之间了解一切,一切。而在家里一个寂静的日子里,他偶然发现了一个让他惊呆的场景;他的好朋友浩世正在读他的日记……而在那个日记里,他写下了那种感觉。
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尹欢是一个爱上了他亲密好友浩世的韩国男学生,他也同样是男孩。他并不是有意要爱上他;说实话,他努力过想消除那种感觉,但根本无从下手,因为他们彼此之间了解一切,一切。而在家里一个寂静的日子里,他偶然发现了一个让他惊呆的场景;他的好朋友浩世正在读他的日记……而在那个日记里,他写下了那种感觉。
I'm in love with Hao Shi.
I've tried not to be, I really have.
When I first felt those feelings sprout I was horrified—what if he didn't feel the same way?
What if he was disgusted by my feelings?
What if it ruined our friendship?
—but after years of trying to rid myself of these feelings, I've come to the conclusion that I simply cannot.
When I'm around him my heart beats faster, my soul feels more alive, and my entire being is consumed by him.
It's as though I've been sleepwalking through life and he's the sun that can wake me up, shine light on all my flaws and still accept me for who I am.
I've come to terms with my feelings—I'm in love with Hao Shi and I'm happy about it.
There's only one problem...
He doesn't know.
Hao Shi thinks of me as nothing more than his close friend.
I've hidden my feelings behind a mask of friendship for so long that I don't know how to let him see the real me.
How do you tell someone you're in love with them when you've been friends for so long?
Isn't that just weird?
What if he doesn't feel the same way?