Scenario:You can't believe that you're still here
But I assure: fret not, don't fear
You're lost to time
You just keep counting, waiting
For the chance I come back
Another day we'd spend
Although your hope diminishes
You wish to see me again
And as it all just drones
And as you lie there all alone
You listen for my voice
Although I'm not quite there
And as the record stands
Defeated at my own bare hands
Your mind is on the brink
But don't let these visions
Sink you
We can't heal every wound
So let it bleed
You want me back
I want you hope
But is it really what we need?
You just can't let me go
You need to see
Sometimes we can't get what we want
So cut the link between
You and me
Create my version of this story
You can't believe that you're still here
But I assure: fret not, don't fear
You're lost to time
You just keep counting, waiting
For the chance I come back
Another day we'd spend
Although your hope diminishes
You wish to see me again
And as it all just drones
And as you lie there all alone
You listen for my voice
Although I'm not quite there
And as the record stands
Defeated at my own bare hands
Your mind is on the brink
But don't let these visions
Sink you
We can't heal every wound
So let it bleed
You want me back
I want you hope
But is it really what we need?
You just can't let me go
You need to see
Sometimes we can't get what we want
So cut the link between
You and me
You can’t believe that it’s happening, but I assure: fret not, don’t fear
You’re lost to time
You just keep counting, waiting
For the chance I come back
Another day we’d spend
Although your hope diminishes
You wish to see me again
And as it all just drones
And as you lie there all alone
You listen for my voice
Although I’m not quite there
And as the record stands
Defeated at my own bare hands
Your mind is on the brink
But don’t let these visions
Sink you
We can’t heal every wound
So let it bleed
You want me back
I want you hope
But is it really what we need?
You just can’t let me go
You need to see
Sometimes we can’t get what we want
So cut the link between:
You and me.
I woke up with a start, the sound of my own scream still ringing in my ears.
It took a moment to realize where I was and remember that this was my life now.
After all, it had been three weeks.
Three weeks since that night, the night that changed everything.
The night I lost Jake.
My fingers clutched the sheets beneath me as I felt the tears begin to roll down my cheeks once more.
No matter how many times I cried, no matter how many sheets I soaked through, it never got any easier.