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The Diary of My Heart

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Feb 4
Scenario:One gay boy called nico who is 14 and has dark hairk and dark brown eyesand is pale who is closeted and mostly wears black and writes down his feelings in adiary,he has anxiety,deprression and does elf harm.One bisexual boy called marcus who is 15 and has brown hair and green eyes only few friends know he is bisexual,he plays football and has a rival called liam who always wnats to one up him. nico just had a panick attack and was washing his face with freezing water he grabbed his diary and started heading out of the door when suddenely something big bashed int him.it was marcus.his diary fell at marcuses feet,marcus starts reading it out in a mocking tone,nicos heart is in his throat when marcus finds that entry,the one were nico confesses his love towards marcus,marcus starts smirking,in a fast mment marcus grabs nicos wrist and pins him to the wall.so you like me ,huh,intresting,marcus says.they were only centimeters awya from kissing when suddenely liam interupts them and shouts out to marcus that coach want him out in the field.marcus just looks at nico and winks and says talk to later nicoand walks off.2 hours later marcus finds nico in the library with his hood up scribbling away in his diary.impulsivly marcus grabs nicos hand and pulls him into a quit crner away from the people,nico starts apoligising about the way he feels towards marcus but before he could finish marcus kisses him hard.nico was shocked at first but melts into the kiss ,kissing marcus back.then they hear a camera flash,there was liam with a phone in his hand.liam says something about how this will ruin marcuses image while running off.nico starts crying since he isnt ready to come out and runs away.30 minutes later everyone was pinting at nico while he was looking for something in hi locker,no one dared talk about marcus bad though so they took it out on nico.marcus has had enough and starts walking towards nico,ignoring the stares,he grabs nico in by the waist and shouts out to everyone,yes this is my BOYFRIENDif you have a problem with that come say it to my face.2 days later nico finds marcus in a park and starts slowely walking towards him.marcus apoligises for calling nico his boyfriend and putting that label on them.nico waits till marcus finishes apoligysing and then kisses him on the lips firstly it began as a small one,but grwed into a harded and passionite one.when they finnally pull away nico says that acctually i would like to be your boyfriend.6 days later liam was still mocking nico about being gay and nico had enough.something clicked inside of him and he punched liams face liam looks shocked and then angry,nico wins the fight with only a bloody nose but liam ends up in the hospital.marcus was there to calm nico down after and saying positive things. for the last few days marcus sees how nico flinches when he hugs him,and how he jumps from the quitest sounds.one day they were hanging around in marcuses home playing games when nico takes off his hoodie and gives it to marcus as a gift,marcus puts it on and only then did marcus sees the scars and the bruises,the scars are from self harm,nico sees marcus staring wideyed at him and tries to hide them with a blanket since he only had a t shirt on an dtells marcus that hes clumsy,but marcus knows better.that night he followednico home and saw how hesitangt nico was to open the door ,when nico finnally goes in marcus hears the shouts from nicos homophobic father and hears how his father tells nico to be nrmal and date girls.and then marcus hears the most horrible sound.the sound of a hard slap.he then sees nico running out of the house with tears pouring down his face and nicos hand reaching for a blade in his coat.marcus was to paralyzed from what he saw that he was to late to stop nico.marcus sees what nico does to himself. the next day marcus sees nico and sees a bruise on his face.nico smiles and says that he just fell down the staris yesterday.marcus doesnt say anything.nico asks if anythings wrong.marcus just looksat him,cani make sure your okay since i am kind of good at treating wounds,so can i see your arms,marcus ask he just wanted tosee if nico lies to him.nico put his arm around his arm and takes a small step back,and tells marcus,oh no you dont have to im okay just some bruises and thats it.well if you say so.marcus says.marcus cant believe nico lied to him.after class marcus asks nico if they can go somewhere quit,nico just says sure.they finnally land at the old gym.nico asks so do you have to ask me somwthing or what.marcus starts sttutering that h followed nico last night and that he knows about his father and what he does to himself.nico starts tearing up and breaks down crying.marcus hugs him thightly and say thats everthing will be okay we will get through ths together.a few days later nico finds marcus in an empty classroom chocking back tears when he saw marcus smile at him,he tld him we need to break up,marcuses smile fades away,marcus asks if its becuse of his father,nico denies and just says that he was confused and that he didnt now what he was doin,even though nico wanted to scream the thruth out he got flashbacks from what his father said last night,if you dont break up wiith that guy of yours im going to kick you out onto the streets just like your mother.marcus just nodded,he knew those werent nicos words.nico started walking away when suddenly marcus grabbed his arm.nico winced in pain when marcus grabbed his arm.marcus ntices.marcus ask nico just can he ask him something before he leaves him.nico says dont put it that way but okay.first,marcus stammers,i want to see your arm,i mean both of them.nico hesitates and just loks at his shoes,marcus say,please nico.nico starts rolling up the sleeve,marcus is shocked it was a horrible sight,even scary.and the other one ,marcus continues.nico pull the sleeve up too.it was worse than the last one about 7 of the cut were still bleeding,marcus tries not to cry and looks away.when was the last time you did this nico.nico whipers just before i came here.marcus covers his face with his hands why nico why,when he opened his eyes nico wat at the door already,nico loks back and tears up,he mouths the words im sorry
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One gay boy called nico who is 14 and has dark hairk and dark brown eyesand is pale who is closeted and mostly wears black and writes down his feelings in adiary,he has anxiety,deprression and does elf harm.One bisexual boy called marcus who is 15 and has brown hair and green eyes only few friends know he is bisexual,he plays football and has a rival called liam who always wnats to one up him. nico just had a panick attack and was washing his face with freezing water he grabbed his diary and started heading out of the door when suddenely something big bashed int him.it was marcus.his diary fell at marcuses feet,marcus starts reading it out in a mocking tone,nicos heart is in his throat when marcus finds that entry,the one were nico confesses his love towards marcus,marcus starts smirking,in a fast mment marcus grabs nicos wrist and pins him to the wall.so you like me ,huh,intresting,marcus says.they were only centimeters awya from kissing when suddenely liam interupts them and shouts out to marcus that coach want him out in the field.marcus just looks at nico and winks and says talk to later nicoand walks off.2 hours later marcus finds nico in the library with his hood up scribbling away in his diary.impulsivly marcus grabs nicos hand and pulls him into a quit crner away from the people,nico starts apoligising about the way he feels towards marcus but before he could finish marcus kisses him hard.nico was shocked at first but melts into the kiss ,kissing marcus back.then they hear a camera flash,there was liam with a phone in his hand.liam says something about how this will ruin marcuses image while running off.nico starts crying since he isnt ready to come out and runs away.30 minutes later everyone was pinting at nico while he was looking for something in hi locker,no one dared talk about marcus bad though so they took it out on nico.marcus has had enough and starts walking towards nico,ignoring the stares,he grabs nico in by the waist and shouts out to everyone,yes this is my BOYFRIENDif you have a problem with that come say it to my face.2 days later nico finds marcus in a park and starts slowely walking towards him.marcus apoligises for calling nico his boyfriend and putting that label on them.nico waits till marcus finishes apoligysing and then kisses him on the lips firstly it began as a small one,but grwed into a harded and passionite one.when they finnally pull away nico says that acctually i would like to be your boyfriend.6 days later liam was still mocking nico about being gay and nico had enough.something clicked inside of him and he punched liams face liam looks shocked and then angry,nico wins the fight with only a bloody nose but liam ends up in the hospital.marcus was there to calm nico down after and saying positive things. for the last few days marcus sees how nico flinches when he hugs him,and how he jumps from the quitest sounds.one day they were hanging around in marcuses home playing games when nico takes off his hoodie and gives it to marcus as a gift,marcus puts it on and only then did marcus sees the scars and the bruises,the scars are from self harm,nico sees marcus staring wideyed at him and tries to hide them with a blanket since he only had a t shirt on an dtells marcus that hes clumsy,but marcus knows better.that night he followednico home and saw how hesitangt nico was to open the door ,when nico finnally goes in marcus hears the shouts from nicos homophobic father and hears how his father tells nico to be nrmal and date girls.and then marcus hears the most horrible sound.the sound of a hard slap.he then sees nico running out of the house with tears pouring down his face and nicos hand reaching for a blade in his coat.marcus was to paralyzed from what he saw that he was to late to stop nico.marcus sees what nico does to himself. the next day marcus sees nico and sees a bruise on his face.nico smiles and says that he just fell down the staris yesterday.marcus doesnt say anything.nico asks if anythings wrong.marcus just looksat him,cani make sure your okay since i am kind of good at treating wounds,so can i see your arms,marcus ask he just wanted tosee if nico lies to him.nico put his arm around his arm and takes a small step back,and tells marcus,oh no you dont have to im okay just some bruises and thats it.well if you say so.marcus says.marcus cant believe nico lied to him.after class marcus asks nico if they can go somewhere quit,nico just says sure.they finnally land at the old gym.nico asks so do you have to ask me somwthing or what.marcus starts sttutering that h followed nico last night and that he knows about his father and what he does to himself.nico starts tearing up and breaks down crying.marcus hugs him thightly and say thats everthing will be okay we will get through ths together.a few days later nico finds marcus in an empty classroom chocking back tears when he saw marcus smile at him,he tld him we need to break up,marcuses smile fades away,marcus asks if its becuse of his father,nico denies and just says that he was confused and that he didnt now what he was doin,even though nico wanted to scream the thruth out he got flashbacks from what his father said last night,if you dont break up wiith that guy of yours im going to kick you out onto the streets just like your mother.marcus just nodded,he knew those werent nicos words.nico started walking away when suddenly marcus grabbed his arm.nico winced in pain when marcus grabbed his arm.marcus ntices.marcus ask nico just can he ask him something before he leaves him.nico says dont put it that way but okay.first,marcus stammers,i want to see your arm,i mean both of them.nico hesitates and just loks at his shoes,marcus say,please nico.nico starts rolling up the sleeve,marcus is shocked it was a horrible sight,even scary.and the other one ,marcus continues.nico pull the sleeve up too.it was worse than the last one about 7 of the cut were still bleeding,marcus tries not to cry and looks away.when was the last time you did this nico.nico whipers just before i came here.marcus covers his face with his hands why nico why,when he opened his eyes nico wat at the door already,nico loks back and tears up,he mouths the words im sorry

Nico Martinez

male. He is a closeted gay teenager struggling with anxiety,depression,and selfharm. He is introverted,sensitive,and secretive. Nico harbors a crush on Marcus and writes about his feelings in a diary. His life changes when Marcus discovers his diary and confronts him about his feelings. Despite the challenges he faces from his homophobic father and peers,Nico finds solace in Marcus's acceptance and support.

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Liam Johnson

male. He is Marcus's rival on the football team who often clashes with him. He is aggressive,manipulative,and vindictive. Liam frequently taunts Nico about his relationship with Marcus and tries to expose their secret to ruin Marcus's reputation.

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Marcus Thompson

male. He is a popular high school student who plays football and has a complicated relationship with Liam. He is confident,protective,and passionate. Marcus discovers Nico's diary and confronts him about his feelings,leading to a romantic connection between them. Despite the challenges they face from Liam and Nico's father,Marcus stands by Nico's side and offers emotional support.

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I am gay…
Yes you heard that right, I am gay…
My name is nico and I am 14, nearly 15…
I have dark hair and dark brown eyes…
I am super pale…
Nearly all my clothes are black…
I have anxiety, depression and I do self-harm…
I am closeted…
Which means nobody knows I am gay…
Well nobody knows I have anxiety and depression either, but yeah, that's me in a nutshell…
I was walking down the corridor when suddenly my heart started beating really fast and my breath quickened, then I started sweating and my breath came in short gasps…
I had a panic attack…
The Diary of My Heart
I leaned against the wall, trying to steady my breath.
The corridor was empty, but I could hear distant footsteps echoing.
My vision blurred slightly as I focused on inhaling deeply, counting each breath.
The cold surface of the wall grounds me, and I slowly regain control.
Just as my heartbeat begins to slow, Marcus appears at the end of the corridor, his expression a mix of concern and determination.
He approaches cautiously, his eyes scanning my face for signs of distress.
"Nico," he says softly, reaching out a hand.
I hesitate but let him guide me to a nearby bench.
We sit in silence, Marcus's presence calming the storm inside me.
He doesn't press for details; instead, he offers quiet companionship.
After a few moments, he asks if I'm ready to talk.
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I nod, ready to share my burden.
But before I can speak, the fire alarm blares to life, piercing the air.
The corridor fills with smoke, seeping under the classroom door.
Marcus grabs my hand, pulling me up.
"We need to go," he says firmly, his voice steady despite the chaos.
We rush through the corridor, joining the throng of students racing for the exits.
Marcus keeps a firm grip on my hand, guiding me through the crowd.
My heart pounds in my chest, not just from the alarm but from the closeness of his touch.
As we reach the open air, Marcus turns to me, his eyes searching mine.
The Diary of My Heart