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Lady hero edm artist e$$V
Chapter 1
Iâm a small-town girl with big dreams.
Iâve always known I was meant for something more, and Iâve spent my entire life working toward that goal.
When I was in high school, Iâd spend hours in my bedroom mixing music on my computer, and when I got to college, I started DJing at local bars and clubs.
It wasnât long before I had a following of my own, and when the biggest EDM festival in the country announced they were holding a competition to find the next big thing, I knew it was my time to shine.
I entered the contest under the name e$$V, and after weeks of fierce competition, I won first place.
A chance to play at EDC, along with a record deal with MixNation Records and legendary producer Max "Mixmaster" Thompson as my mentor.
My life would never be the same⊠from Vanessa "e$$V" Rodriguez, of course!When I first started out, I was just a college kid playing music for my friends at local house parties in Gainesville, Florida.
Itâs not New York or LA, but we do have some pretty sick clubs here: Simonâs, The Vault ⊠The Swamp.
I played just about anywhere that would let meâpracticing my craft, building a following one sweaty dance floor at a time.
My friends were some of my biggest fans back then, but it didnât take long before word got around and people who werenât at our parties started showing up to hear me play. I still remember the first time I played Gator City.
It was one of the biggest venues in Gainesville and one that Iâd always aspired to play at.
I couldnât believe theyâd booked me to do an opening set on a Friday nightâit felt like such a huge opportunity.
But by that point, just about anything seemed possible.
In those early years, while I was working my ass off trying to make a name for myself in this crazy industry, Lily Chen was right there beside me.
Lily wasnât just my best friendâshe was my backup dancer, my confidant, and the person who believed in me when things got tough.
And in those days, there were plenty of moments that felt tough as hell.
Youâd think that after signing with MixNation Records, the work would be overâthat all I would have to do is show up in the studio, lay down some new tracks every now and then, and my career would take off from there.
But it doesnât really work like that in this industryâespecially when youâre just starting out like I was back then.
I still had to hustle; Max made sure of it.
Yeah, he was my boss nowâbut more than that, he was like a big brother or even a father figure to me at times.
Iâd known him for years before signing with MixNation, but once he became my mentor, we got to know each other on a whole new level.
Our relationship went from acquaintances to close friends almost overnight, and now he was someone I could turn to with anythingâwhether it was music-related or not.
Heâs always been there for me, offering advice or just lending an ear when I needed itâand I canât imagine where Iâd be without him in my life.
MixNation Records had provided me with studio space so that I could work on and record my tracks at any time of day or nightâwhich was exactly what I needed to keep from going crazy.
My tracks are a mix of house, trance, and progressive EDM; I like to think they capture the energy and excitement of a live set when Iâm playing for a crowd.
I have complete artistic freedom when it comes to the music I produce, which is something Iâll always be thankful for.
When youâre just starting out in this industry, itâs so important to have people around you who believe in youâand who are willing to give you the chance to find yourself as an artist.
MixNation isnât about churning out hits or jumping on the bandwagon of whateverâs popular right nowâtheyâre about developing artists and allowing them the space they need to grow into their full potential.
And Iâve definitely grown since my early days in this business.
Itâs not easy finding a balance between being an artist and being marketableâand over the past few years, as electronic dance music has exploded into the mainstream, itâs been even more difficult.
When I first started performing under my e$$V alter ego, one of the reasons I chose to change my name was because I thought it would help me get noticed by more peopleâand it did.
I was just Vanessa Rodriguez back then, a girl from Florida with big dreams and a love for dance music that ran deep in her veins.
But there were hundreds, thousands of girls like me out thereâall fighting for their shot at fameâand with so much competition, I knew it would take something special to make me stand out from all those other aspiring DJs and producers.
So I decided to reinvent myself, or at least part of me.
I dyed my hair blueâsomething that made me easily recognizable on flyers and postersâand I became e$$V: brash, bold, unapologetic.
It was a persona that I could slip into whenever I went onstage, giving me the confidence I needed to perform in front of thousands of peopleâbut it wasnât necessarily who I was offstage.
And that was fine with me at first; it was fun to pretend to be someone else for a while.
But as time went on and e$$V started to become more successful, I realized how much that blue hair had really changed my lifeâhow much of myself Iâd sacrificed at the altar of fame and fortune.
Iâd always loved my natural hair color (ash-blonde with a hint of red) and it had been part of who I was for as long as I could remember.
Losing that felt like losing an important piece of myselfâŠand at times, I wondered if it had all been worth it."Iâd made a lot of sacrifices along the wayâincluding my natural hair color."
Chapter 2
Staring at my reflection in the dressing room mirror, I found myself obsessing over my hair color againâwondering if it was really "blue" enough, or if my makeup was too heavy.
I did this pretty much every night before going onstage, even though it never made me feel any better about myself.
Despite everything Iâd accomplished, self-doubt still dogged me like a shadowâand some days, it felt like that shadow was growing longer and darker with each passing minute.
I wasnât sure if it was just the pressure of being famousâor maybe something else entirely.
But lately, nothing seemed to make me happy; not even musicâwhich had always been my escape from reality.
When I first started out as a DJ, music was everything to meâIâd spend hours locked away in my bedroom, mixing tracks and experimenting with new sounds until the early hours of morning.
It didnât matter that I didnât have any fansâor any friends outside of Lilyâit just made me happy to create something that was uniquely mine.
And when people finally did start to notice me and my music, it was an amazing feeling; thereâs really nothing else like it in the world.
But somewhere along the way, everything changedâmy music career had taken off, but other parts of my life seemed to be falling apart at an alarming rate.
I still loved being onstage and performing for my fansâbut I felt like I was losing touch with the person Iâd been before all this madness began.
And it wasnât just my music that was changing; my relationship with Max had evolved as well.
Heâd started out as my mentor, but over the years weâd become closeâso close that he felt more like a brother than a boss or friend.
We were family now, in every sense of the wordâŠwhich only made things more complicated.
This tour was supposed to be a new beginning for us: a chance to rediscover the magic that had brought us together in the first place.
Instead of winning them over with something new and exciting, Iâd done just the oppositeâand now there were rumors circulating that Max had pressured me into doing this collaboration, to make me more marketable on the global stage.
Both of us denied it, of courseâbut once those kinds of whispers start to spread, theyâre impossible to control.
As if things couldnât get any worse, there were rumors flying around about how MixNation wanted me to move to Los Angeles full-time after the tour ended so I could start working on my next album.
I didnât want to do itâI already had a home in Miami that I loved, and I didnât see why it would be such a big deal if I stayed put for a while longer.
Iâd built my career here from the ground up; it felt like a betrayal to abandon the cityâand all my fansâjust when things were really starting to take off for me."But Max wouldnât back down, and neither would MixNation."
They kept insisting that LA was where I needed to be if I wanted to make it bigâand after a while, they started making some pretty convincing arguments.
To top it all off, there was still no sign of our new single getting released: weâd recorded it months ago and shot a music video that cost millions of dollars to produceâbut as far as I knew, we didnât have any plans to put it out anytime soon.
I had plenty of other tracks that could be used as singles in the meantime, but Max thought they werenât good enoughâhe kept telling me that we needed something fresh and exciting to share with my fans before they lost interest.
It wasnât an unreasonable request; most of them had been waiting forever to hear new music from me.
But at the same time, I didnât want to rush things or compromise on my sound just because everyone else thought it was cool.
I had to find a way to strike a balance between what I wanted and what everyone else expected from meâotherwise things were never going to work out the way Iâd always dreamed they would.
But as time passed and the pressure continued to build, doubts crept into my mind: maybe I should listen to them after allâŠmaybe I really did need to change in order to succeed in this crazy world of ours.
We were only a few weeks into our tour when we hit Lollapalooza Chicagoâthe biggest music festival in the city.
I couldnât wait to take the stage and show everyone what I could do; it felt like my whole career had been leading up to this momentâŠbut when it finally arrived, everything fell apart.
I couldnât believe what had just happened: Iâd been booed off stage at one of the most famous festivals in the country.
It was every artistâs worst nightmareâand now it was my reality.
For a moment, I just stood there in shock as the crowd continued to chant for me: "We want more! We want more!" But when I finally found the courage to face them again, their reaction was even worse than beforeâthey were furious that Iâd come back out after embarrassing myself so badly in front of everyone.
I took a deep breath and addressed the sea of fans in front of me, doing my best to stay calm even though I was shaking with fear on the inside.
"Hey guys," I said quietly, trying to make myself heard over the noise.
"I know that wasnât what you wanted to hearâŠ"
The crowd erupted in boos and hisses, and I could feel my face turning bright red.
"Itâs not what we wanted!" someone shouted from the audience.
"We came here for real musicânot some stupid pop crap!"
I opened my mouth to respond, but before I could say anything, another voice cut through the air:
"Play something good!"
And then, one by one, they all turned their backs on meâand kept chanting until MixNationâs road crew came out to clear the stage for the next act.
I could barely stand up as they led me back to our trailer; it felt like my whole world was falling apart around me.
I never shouldâve come here in the first placeânot when I still had so much work left to do on myself.
I dropped down into a chair and buried my head in my hands, tears streaming down my face.
What was wrong with me?
Why couldnât I be the artist that everyone wanted me to be?
But no matter how hard I tried, nothing seemed to work: every time I thought that things were finally going well, something would go wrongâand then everything would fall apart again.
And when that happened, there was only one thing left for me to do: run away.
I didnât know where I was going or what would happen nextâbut at that moment, nothing else mattered except escaping from all my problems and starting over fresh.
Chapter 3
I jumped when someone spoke up behind me; without thinking, I whirled around to see a stranger standing there, watching me with a strange expression on his face.
"Who are you?"
I demanded, trying to keep my voice steady even though I was still spooked from before.
"What do you want?"
But as soon as he started to speak again, it all came rushing back: the embarrassing performance at Lollapalooza, and all the other mistakes that had led us here today.
And this time, I wasnât going to stand for itânot one more second.
"You son of a bitch," I said through gritted teeth as I sprang to my feet.
"I knew it was too good to be true!"
The man raised an eyebrow at me but didnât say anything; he just stood there calmly, waiting for an explanation.
"Are you crazy?" he finally asked after a moment of awkward silence.
"Whatâs gotten into you?"
"Iâm not crazy," I snapped back at him.
"Max, youâre sabotaging my entire careerâand I wonât let you get away with it!"
His expression darkened at that, but he still managed to keep his cool; even so, it was clear that my words had cut him deeply.
"e$$V," he said wearily.
"I donât understand. Why are you doing this?
Why are you so determined to push me away?"
I scowled at him; "You mean besides the fact that youâve already pushed me out?" "I havenât pushed you out of anything," he insisted.
"But if you donât start cooperating with us, then maybe weâll have no choice but to drop you."
I glared at him; "You wouldnât dare," I insisted.
"You canât drop meâIâm your biggest star!"
"And you could be even bigger if youâd just listen to us," he countered.
"e$$V, we believe in your talentâbut we donât think that youâre making the most of it. If you would just give us a chance to show you what we have planned for your music, then maybe things wouldnât be so difficult between us."
I snorted derisively; "Oh please. You donât care about my musicâyou only care about yourselves. And since thereâs no way in hell that Iâm going to let you change me into something that Iâm not, then maybe itâs time we went our separate ways."
With that, his face fellâand without thinking, he lashed out at me with his hand.
I was so surprised by his reaction that I couldnât move out of the way in time; before I knew it, his fingers were wrapped around my wristâand the next thing I knew, they were wrapped around my throat as well.
"You stupid little bitch!" he roared as he slammed me up against the wall behind us.
"Donât ever talk to me like that againâor else!"
As I did so, I found myself looking up into Maxâs dark eyesâonly to realize that they were no longer filled with anger.
Instead, they were filled with a mix of desire and regretâalmost as if he was about to kiss me.
This canât be happening," I muttered.
But even as I said those words, I couldnât deny that there was something different about my mentorâs behavior; he wasnât acting like himself at all.
In fact⊠he was acting like someone else entirely.
With that thought in mind, I couldnât help but smile; maybe this wasnât such a bad idea after all.
After all, it had been a long time since either of us had gotten laidâand now that our relationship was on the rocks, maybe we could just put our differences aside and enjoy each other for once.
My smile only seemed to encourage him; without another word, Max leaned forward and wrapped his arms around my body as he pulled me into a tight embrace.
For a moment, we just stood there in silenceâour faces only inches apart as we tried to process what was happening between us.
And then⊠I felt something that I never expected to feel at this moment: desire.
As I looked up into Maxâs eyes once again, I realized that he wasnât just my bossâhe was also a man.
A man who wanted me as much as I wanted him.
And even though we shouldnât be doing thisânot here, not nowâI couldnât deny that the thought of being with him was turning me on more than anything else ever could.
"Max," I said softly as I leaned up and pressed my lips against his.
He didnât respond to my words; instead, he just kept staring at me with those dark eyes of his as he tried to process what was happening between us.
For a moment, it seemed like he was about to push me awayâbut then he let out a sigh and pulled me closer as he wrapped his arms around my body and kissed me back.
I could tell that he was just as turned on by this as I was; as our tongues met in the middle of our mouths, he let out a soft moan as he tightened his grip on my body.
And even though we both knew that this was wrong⊠neither of us could stop ourselves from giving in to the passion that we felt for each other in this moment.
When Vanessa stepped up and pressed her lips against mine, I couldnât help but kiss her back.
"I want you now.
Please⊠tell me that you feel the same way about me."
At first, I didn't respond; instead, I just stared at him in silence as my mind tried to process what had just happened between us.
This didn't feel realâit felt like some kind of dream that I would wake up from any moment now.
How could this be happening?
Just an hour ago, Max and I were fighting each otherâand yet here we were now: wrapped up in each other's arms as we shared a kiss that we'd both wanted for so long.
I knew that this was wrongâbut it felt so right at the same time.
For years now, I'd been trying to ignore the feelings that I had for himâI told myself over and over again that nothing could ever happen between us because he was my boss and my mentor.
But as I stood there in his arms and felt the heat of his body against mine⊠I couldn't deny that I wanted him more than anything else in the world right now.
And even though I knew that this was going to be complicated⊠how could I say no to someone who made me feel this good?
As soon as our tongues met in the middle of our mouths, she let out a soft moan as she wrapped her arms around my body and pulled me closer to her.
And even though weâd only just shared our first kiss⊠I already knew that there was something special between us.
She wasnât just another pretty girlâshe was an incredibly talented artist who always managed to surprise me with every new track she released.
And even though Iâd always tried my best to keep things professional between us⊠I couldnât deny that there was always something more between us.
She wasnât just my protĂ©gĂ©âshe was also my friend and the woman that Iâd secretly been in love with for years now.
"I want you too," I said softly as I leaned down and pressed my lips against hers once again.
"For so long⊠all Iâve wanted was to be with you. And even though we shouldnât be doing this right now"âI paused for a moment and let out a sighâ"I canât help but give in to these feelings that I have for you." "Max," Vanessa said softly as she leaned up and wrapped her arms around my neck.
Without another word, she stood on her tiptoes and kissed me back; as soon as our lips met once again, it didnât take long for things to heat up between us.
As soon as Vanessa stepped up and pressed her lips against mine, I couldnât help but wrap my arms around her body and pull her closer to me.
And even though weâd never done anything like this before⊠it felt right somehow.
Chapter 4