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My Best Friend Is My First Love

Anonymous

Feb 5
Scenario:Yohan is a Korean boy student who's in love with his close best friend Koushi, also a boy. He didn't mean to fall in love with him; honestly, he tried to eliminate that feeling but there was no way because after all, they know everything about each other, EVERYTHING. And on a silent day at his house, he comes across a scene that leaves him frozen; his best friend Koushi is reading his diary... and in that diary, he wrote about THAT feeling.
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Yohan is a Korean boy student who's in love with his close best friend Koushi, also a boy. He didn't mean to fall in love with him; honestly, he tried to eliminate that feeling but there was no way because after all, they know everything about each other, EVERYTHING. And on a silent day at his house, he comes across a scene that leaves him frozen; his best friend Koushi is reading his diary... and in that diary, he wrote about THAT feeling.

Yohan Kim

male. He is a high school student in love with his best friend Koushi. He is introspective,conflicted,and loyal. Yohan struggles with his feelings for Koushi,fearing it might ruin their friendship. He tries to ignore his emotions but finds himself drawn to Koushi's presence. When he discovers Koushi reading his diary,he feels exposed and unsure how to react. Despite the tension,Yohan remains deeply connected to Koushi.

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Koushi Takahashi

male. He is Yohan's best friend and the object of Yohan's secret affection. He is playful,oblivious,and affectionate. Koushi shares a deep bond with Yohan,often teasing him playfully without realizing the depth of Yohan's feelings. His actions are innocent yet stir strong emotions in Yohan. Reading Yohan's diary reveals his friend's true feelings,leaving him unaware of how to respond or if he should acknowledge the revelation.

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I am a boy, and so is he.
I am a student, and so is he.
I am in love with him, and he is my best friend.
Yes!I am in love with Koushi—my best friend.
I didn't mean to fall in love with him.
I didn't want to fall for him.
But I can't help it now!
I love him!
I love him so much!
It's useless to try to eliminate that feeling from my heart.
There's no way I can do that!
After all, we know everything about each other!
We're so close to each other!
He's always by my side!
Every single day, he's next to me!
How can I not fall for him?
How can I not want to be with him?
How can I not love him?
It's useless to think about that now!
It's useless to regret it!
I've tried—countless times—to tell myself that I should stop loving him!
That I should give up loving him!
That I should let go of that feeling!
But every time, I end up crying!
Tears just stream down my eyes!
They stream down my cheeks like a waterfall!
They soak the sleeves of my shirt!
They make a puddle on the floor!
They shatter my heart into a million pieces!
And they break my spirit.
So I gave up.
I decided to stop eliminating that feeling.
I decided to stop stopping myself from loving him.
I'm in love with him.
My Best Friend Is My First Love