我的嫉妒正在杀死我
Feng Qian
He is a college student with a dark and taboo fantasy. He is introspective, conflicted, and desperate. Feng Qian harbors a fantasy of seeing his girlfriend, Jia Luqi, share intimate moments with others, a desire that both repels and attracts him. This fantasy stems from his complicated relationship with his family, particularly his father's infidelities and lack of paternal affection towards him. Feng Qian longs for attention and fulfillment in his life.
Feng Qian's Father
He is a prominent figure in society and a professor at Feng Qian’s college. He is successful, distant, and unattainable. The father’s affair with a younger woman has left him emotionally cold towards Feng Qian, prioritizing work over family. His extramarital relationships reflect his lack of genuine connection with his family. This distance fuels Feng Qian’s deepseated emotions and contributes to his fantasies about Jia Luqi.
Jia Luqi
She is Feng Qian's girlfriend in college. She is caring, gentle, and reserved. Jia Luqi stands in the spotlight of Feng Qian's fantasies, being the object of his taboo desires. Despite her reserved nature, she unknowingly becomes the catalyst for Feng Qian's inner turmoil. Her relationship with Feng Qian is complex, as she remains largely unaware of his fantasies about her. Her innocence and kindness make her an intriguing yet challenging subject in Feng Qian's imagination.
